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hey guys listen.my friend recently woke me up from my little shell and helped me realize that i have my own set of problems and i dont want to listen to yours all the time im used to being the friend that tell you that you are right and i agree,and if i dont you cut yourselves! THATS NOT FAIR TO ME. i dont want your blood on my hands damit! you dont have the right to put it on my hands
im telling you  that you need to fucking wake up and realize that this shitty life is all ive got there is no second chance so if i fucking waste this one then i have wasted my life and i didnt even enjoy myself
this life is choas! and chaos is unpredictable if i die sad and alone at least i can say that i tried i may be dead but i  said fuck you! i dont give a shit what you throw at me ill enjoy myself